Tuesday, August 27, 2013

An End of Summer Reflection

I have learned that summer is short in New England.  The growing season passes swiftly.  The heat of summer, though perhaps intense for a time, is short-lived.  In recent days, the mornings have been cool.  The days are getting noticeably shorter.  An ending is coming.

A text from Jeremiah, caught my eye last night.  This is one of the readings in the lectionary for September 22, 2013, which is the Eighteenth Sunday after Pentecost (Cycle C).   I am scheduled to preach in one of our churches that morning, but I will likely not bring this text into the pulpit with me.  Even so, I know it will be lodged in the depths of my heart.

Here's the text that speaks to my spiritual depths in these waning days of summer:

My joy is gone, grief is upon me,
     my heart is sick.
Hark, the cry of my poor people
     from far and wide in the land:
"Is the LORD not in Zion?
     Is her King not in her?"
("Why have they provoked me to anger with their images, with their foreign idols?")
"The harvest is past, the summer is ended,
     and we are not saved."
For the hurt of my poor people I am hurt,
     I mourn, and dismay has taken hold of me.

Is there no balm in Gilead?
     Is there no physician there?
Why then has the health of my poor people
     not been restored?
O that my head were a spring of water,
     and my eyes a fountain of tears,
so that I might weep day and night
     for the slain of my poor people!
--Jeremiah 8:18-9:1, NRSV

This is not a cheery, carefree kind of text!  It is so heavy, so gloomy, so deeply down.  Yet, this text is where I dwell in these days.  Even in the light of  a new day, I relish this text.  The subtext is a dose of stark reality:  "The harvest is past, the summer is ended, and we are not saved."  There is unfinished business, and the season for salvation appears to have come and gone. We missed it.  It is over.  We are not saved.  We are not healed, as we had so fervently hoped.  Many hearts still ache and break.  A river of tears wells up and flows out like a fountain.    We are a long way from the New Jerusalem where we hear the voice, announcing, that God is in the midst of her, that tears and death and mourning and pain and death all over.  No more!  In God's good time it will be so; but for now, all is still not well with God's world: 

Syria poses a deadly, international dilemma.  How then shall shall the world respond? 

Medicaid expansion is freighted with paralyzing political posturing and rhetorical talking points, while the poor people are silenced, pushed aside, left to fend for themselves, . . . left to die.

The changes in the earth's climate are accepted as inevitable and natural when human influence is clearly involved.  We are complicit in the crisis.  Our actions and attitudes have consequences that will affect our generation and those yet to come.

The gathering in Washington, D.C. to commemorate the historic March on Washington, which  happened fifty years ago this very week, reminds us that we have such a long, long road to walk for equality and freedom for all God's children in this land. Is there still a dream today or have we succumbed anew to the sin of a segregated society?

I know Jeremiah well; we are kindred souls.  He gets to the heart of things.  The harvest is past, the summer is ended, and we are not saved.  His words sound disturbing and depressing, but they move us toward a wider horizon, toward the horizon of hope, toward an empty tomb and a Holy City and amazing joy.

Is the Lord not in the Zion?  Is the Sovereign not in the city?  So, is there a balm in Gilead?  Is there hope to counter the weighty despair that underlies this holy text?  Answers do not spring forth quickly; but imploring questions abound.  And, in these piercing questions is where I find hope.  When people of faith are driven back to their questions and find their voice to ask them--this is a movement toward hope.  Questions become pleas and prayers for those who refuse to give up on God's promise.  Questions name the reality.  They give us pause and move us to listen for deeper responses.  Questions are expressions of faithful people, struggling to find their footing when all appears lost.  Indeed, I am grateful for the witness of every Jeremiah, who is moved to pray in questions in the midst of disappointment and despair.  It is there, near the bottom--near the end of summer--that hope is born.

O God, who joins us in our tears, our sadness, and our death: When easy answers elude and fail to satisfy our deepest longings, grant us courage to ask you the hard questions.  Grant us such faith that we may trust through the sorrows and the silences of life.  As this summer season ends, reassure us with the hope of restoration and resurrection.  In this ending, in your good time, let life sprout and spring forth.  Is there still a balm in Gilead?  Do you not care that we are languishing and perishing?  Will your poor people be remembered and healed?  See us through, O God.  Yes, see us through.

Monday, August 12, 2013

Engaging Faith

This morning we were in worship led by a colleague in the Missouri-Mid South Conference of the United Church of Christ.  Dale has been one of those memorable mentors in my ministry. He has been an influential figure in my life, a brother in Christ, who has served with great joy and a dash of holy irreverence in every setting where he has been called.  Dale has persevered as a pastor and teacher; ministry is clearly his calling.  He stays long--but never too long.  His life continues to be led by a joyful, even playful Spirit.  He connects with his congregants.

This morning's worship was a contemporary service.  It was powerful.  (I usually prefer "traditional" worship to "contemporary" worship.)  Today was different.  The whole service was about faith, grounded in scriptures from Hebrews 11:1-16 and Luke 12:32-47.  Dale reminded us of the Question 80 in the Evangelical Catechism:  What is faith?   The response:  "Faith is complete trust in God and willing acceptance of [God's] grace in Jesus Christ."  I memorized that answer in my youth, but now I am not convinced: Complete trust in God?  My trust is often fractured and scattered.  It is a long way from "complete."  When I think of complete trust in God, I hear Jesus cry out in victory in the midst of his dying, "It is finished!" (John 19:30)   I admire that kind of courage and confidence; I aspire to it.  My prayer includes a confession that my trust in God is incomplete and far from finished.  But God continues to be engaged and committed to love even through suffering and death.  That's complete faith!

Here, though, is what I took away this morning as I listened for the Spirit to speak through my friend Dale:  Faith is the resilience to remain engaged even when we are not sure where the journey may lead.  Faith is God's determination to stay engaged with us even when we are easily distracted and even oblivious to God's claim on our lives.  Faith is in our decision to stay connected with those we love and those we have not yet learned to love.  Faith is the joyful commitment to stay, even when we feel like giving up and running away toward the mirage of an  easier, carefree life.

Tonight I am basking in the glow of today's worship and continuing to reflect about what all this might mean in my own ministry.  It will soon be seven years since I began as the Conference Minister of the New Hampshire Conference of the United Church of Christ.  The days have been full, often stretching my spirit in ways that I could not have imagined when I began.   The years have gone so quickly.   Sure, there has been some personal sacrifice in this service; but mostly, there has been receptivity, satisfaction, and deep joy.  It is my calling.  God's Spirit has seen me through and will still see me through--of this I am convinced.  Faith is the predisposition to care enough to remain engaged, listening to the Spirit and loving those for whom Christ died and rose again.  I trust this to be so, and it is.

Great is your faithfulness, O God! 
     Great is your love and mercy! 
          Great is your call to life! 

Thank you for the gift of a Sabbath day and for your servant Dale.  May his ministry continue to be a source of strength and joy for so many of us.  May we be found faithful now, in the end, and always.  May it be so!  Amen.